Dry
Landscapes in Cezanne
for
Simon Pettet
A long time
imagining these do not hurt:
discord,
rebellion, something letting go—
contention as
a pleasure
to the
celebrant: his language as a dream
to tell us
how we know the voice
in spite of
color, texture, mood.
(As if the medieval
sacrament were grey
or in the
sacrifice, his blood were dry.)
In solitude,
we see him
as if one who
makes his forms
in such a way
that no one else will know
that orange,
brown and green are false.
He makes us
think that we, as subjects, are alone.
it’s
always he who is inside:
as if he kept
the sound so low
we’d
barely hear the voice beneath the form.
Intensities
of color disappear;
his pigments
thin around the edge
and, loosened
from the canvas,
their
syllables break free.
Sweet phrases
seem to be his
celebration;
corridors
of pleasure
on the way to rhetoric,
as if he had
no reason to atone.